2013-02-03

Happy Endings

I like happy endings. They are well, happy. Cue music, the monologue and the serendipitous turn of events. I love them. How could you not?

But...I don't know if I believe in them anymore. Hope is a strange thing. It can keep you going with literally nothing, raise you up in the face of abject darkness and propel you into motion.

And moving I am. But I'm tired. And my hope is fading and my heart is heavy, slowing down with every beat and every step. But I'll keep moving until it stops. Because hope, in all it's perverse half truths, is still a beautiful thing. So I keep moving, in hope of a destination.


2013-01-26

A Late Start



It's almost been one lunar cycle of our Sisyphean journey around the burning ball of fire we call a sun. Our ride is short, but we can't lose sight that there might be something greater than 'me'. I don't do "New Year's Resolutions", but these seem à propos as any.

While this may sound overly trite, but everyday we wake up we have an opportunity for change. We have the ability to have degrees of change, but we also in turn, change. Effectively shaping the lives of those around us and the environment we live. Small gestures of kindness or the larger efforts we do - we are the collective energy that shapes our reality.

If I had to make a list (because I love lists):

  • Be positive, be kind.
  • Don't be an asshole.
  • Be a better at my relationships, work, friends, dating, etc.
  • Be healthy.
  • Just be a better person.
2013 - it's what you'll make of it, right?

2012-12-20

2012 in Pictures













I feel stupid scp

scp -r myserver.com:"/path/with/a/Space\\ In\\ It" ./

Oh...how did I not know this?

2012-12-17

un-bear-able.



I want this for just regular sleeping. RAWR.

2012-12-16

Sites I like

http://dating-wtf.com/


  • wtf, female psyche?
  • I liked the charts.
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